The past month has been busy, busy, busy!!! We moved into a new apartment, started the holiday season (yes, I include Halloween), and things are rapidly changing with my career. It would have been difficult for me to carve out time for this blog, and whenever I did stop to think about blogging, I wondered, “What’s the point?”
I go back and forth with motivation when blogging. I can’t help but feel that blogging is somehow narcissistic and self absorbed. I fear becoming a woman constantly absorbed with her looks or having a closet stuffed with barely worn clothes or drawers and drawers of makeup. It also seems like it could easily become unnecessarily stressful busy work. I worry about wasting time that could be better used elsewhere. Life is already so challenging and full. I also feel self-conscious. What if someone in my ordinary life finds my blog? What would they think? Would it have a negative impact on my relationships or career?